mood happy

It's been raining all night and i loooooooooooveeee the weather! :)))))))

how can anyone not love cool weather like this? Makes me wonder if this is what autumn feels like. Cant wait to get to OZ :)

anyway, if you have not already noticed, I havent had the drive to blog nowadays. So dont bother to tune in for now, cos im not responsible for you feeling fed up if you dont see any updates :)

happy happy happy!

Sometimes talking feels like such a chore. Because it seems like i'm perpetually walking on ice, and with every baby step that i take, i look down and the ice always seems to be cracking. Like vines that spread and conquer and choke.

And before i know it, I am in the water. So why do i have to bother getting up and trying again? When all i ever wanted was just to walk and cross over to the other side.


I am freaking tired of trying. You cannot do this to me.

My Stupid Mouth by John Mayer


My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see
She was offended
She said "well anyway..."
Just dying for a subject change

Oh, another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one soon

We bit our lips
She looked out the window
Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker
And I could see clearly
An indelible line was drawn
Between what was good, what just slipped out and what went wrong

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather BE a mystery
Than she desert me..

Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now...

One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the joke's on me
So call me captain backfire

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me

Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now...



john mayer is love.

:)