Eeeks, I have been a tad mentally constipated lately. Life, at this point of time, consists of an oxymoronic mixture of mundanity and intensity. Strangely, in the midst of academic and work routinity, I have never felt more grown up. But yet, all these stuff that have been constantly resurfacing, tugging and pulling at my attention, they have been demoted to a mere piece of patterned wallpaper. Like a mute, ubiquitous presence.
I'm still stuck with all these tuitions. I am booked out on monday, tuesday, thursday, friday and saturday. Sometimes they make me feel so drained. Not just the mere act of going through the motion, but the bittersweet reminder that they serve, like hey guess what, you actually dont really have a choice, ha! But I am slowly getting used to the idea that this is how making a living ought to feel like.
Which is why, wednesdays are so PRECIOUS! Oh joy :) Today keiko and I went to selegie for bah kut teh, hor fun, egg tarts, grass jelly and crystal dumplings. I am savouring every minute of such chill-out, laidback moments before things start getting crazy in a week or two.
Oh the FRENCH. Don't remind me about french. Je ne sais pas!
My msn nick nowadays reads "felicia wants a french friend". And some of my goondo friends actually thought that I meant a snog partner. UHH how society has polluted your brains...... haha.
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