mood chill


Blessed are those who don't have to worry about countries.

Frustrated. Just very very frustrated because I don't have enough grounds to fight for the things I want. No, correction. The things I want so badly I think I am going insane.

Why do things have to be so tough? In the past one week, I have been yo-yoing through a myriad of emotions. From okay to very upset to the point of exploding, to happy and calm, and to very upset again, guilty, numb, anxious, and then very happy and contented, and now, frustrated.

I am so tired, you have no idea.

On a happier note, today work was a breeze. I am rooted to the computer for the day, writing some papers while Radiohead is pulsing through my head. This is just great. I reckon every single part of me really needs a break.



I don't want to be your friend
I just want to be your lover
No matter how it ends
No matter how it starts

Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine
Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine

Fall off the table,
Get swept under

Denial, denial

The infrastructure will collapse
Voltage spikes
Throw your keys in the bowl
Kiss your husband goodnight

Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine
Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine

Fall off the table,
And get swept under

Denial, denial
Denial, denial

Your ears should be burning

Denial, denial

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