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This is where you are supposed to break into a goodbye song.

Today was my last day of school, and I really mean LAST. The last lecture and the last official school day of my entire life ever, as I know it. Now I enter into a two-week mugfest, sit for exams, and two months later, graduate. Then the title student is officially stripped off me. No more student discounts, student fares, student concessions, and when I fill out forms, under occupations, I can no longer conveniently write student. wow. And my heart, my soul, my complex hormonal system and emotions, every fibre of my being tells me that I feel...




... absolutely NOTHING.

In fact, I started the day by waking up late (involuntarily of course), unceremoniously sashaying into my last lecture 45 minutes late, as opposed to the usual 25. And then I ended this historical day by skipping what would have been the last tutorial of my life.

Should I be bothered that even at the end of such a significant milestone of my life, I actually feel nothing? Nada. Zilch. Zip.

Je ne sens rien.

Saya tidak merasakan apa-apa.



Oh wellllll....

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